June 20, 2005
                  
                                       "Thoughts on Hope" (dedicated to Larry Seward)

Yesterday was Father's Day.  The Olivers held hands and dedicated our Father's Day to Gary's dad,
George, who died recently in April.  It was a beautiful day as we brunched on the deck, enjoying good
food, laughter and what I do recently quite often "make memories".

That afternoon we all decided it was time to hit the Star Wars movie since we are radical Star Wars fans.
There was a line in the movie that I won't forget that leads me into my journal entry on hope.  The line
said by one of the Jedi knights was this, "The 'Fear of Loss' will always lead you down the pathway to
the Dark Side."

Real loss is sad, and hard and sometimes gives us the feeling we simply cannot bear it but "Fear" of
something that has not happened always despairs us, discourages us, paralyzes us and robs us of our
Savior's love and presence, goodness, mercy and grace in our lives.

Recently we received an article written by a friend of ours, Dr. Archibald Hart.  He writes so eloquently on
the experience of hope, what happens when we have it and when we loose it.

                                                 
When We Loose Hope

"You must never give up hope.  No matter how bad the situation is or how despairing your
circumstances are , you must never NEVER give up hope.  Never, never, never.  Never give up hope for
an ailing partner. Never give up hope for your children.  Never give up hope for yourself.  Why?  Because
if you give up on hope, you give up on life itself.  If hope dies, you die.  As a friend of mine once said, "As
long as you keep hope alive, hope will keep you alive."

                            
Why Hope When Circumstances are Hopeless?

The answer is simple-because we were created for hope.  Our bones were bred for hope.  Our lungs
can't breathe, our hearts won't beat and our spirits can't thrive without it.  God placed us in a world over
which we have little control.  And as if to compensate for this helplessness, He placed in our souls the
capacity to hope-to hope for better times, to dream of better places, to pray for better outcomes, to seek
better ways through life.  Hope is more than optimism.  Optimism is what we generate.  Hope is God
given, a powerful, spiritual and psychological means for transcending the circumstances.

Hebrews 6:19 tells us that Christian Hope is a "sure and steadfast anchor for the soul."  But this hoping
come only as a gift of grace and is powerfully linked to the promises of God.  In fact , they are
inseparable.  Because you believe God's promises you can hope in the future.  Without this future, there
is nothing to hope in.  

There is only fear and fear that leads us to a very dark place.



                                                                Praises!

  • Made it through round 2 of chemo treatments.  I am thankful for my son Nathan who took me one
    day and friends the next.  So far so good on the blood counts.

  • The second day treatment knocks me out with flu-like symptoms. I will need discern how to take
    better care of myself when that happens.

I am so unbelievably thankful for the outpouring of love and prayers.  We are being sustained!
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